The devil and god are raging inside me.

This picture was my first go at drawing a guy's face.
I was thinking of Ashton Kutcher's face.

I can't believe I'm saying this, I've been telling myself that it's all going to be okay, I know I don't want it any more, but I am pissed of because I didn't land an interview for the fine arts course at uni. No I am beyond pissed off. I'm fucking pissed off to the point where I'm going to show up to one of their art class and shoot everyone. I'm NOT sorry I'm saying this and I will NOT regret it, BUT I got rejected from art school because people on myspace who thinks they can draw, decided to apply for the same Fine Arts course as me. I know this because I went to the open day at the university, and they told me that this year they have the most amount of people who have already applied, and it was also when the trend started. Thanks for nothing. Fucking fuck. Do you fucking cunts have ANY idea how hard I fucking work? Any idea what I've been through? I'm guessing not. I'm not an idiot, and I'm not going to blame you guys, I'm also blaming the fucking "art" teachers, they're too stubborn to go look up pop surrealism. I used to get marked down, because my art teacher didnt know what art movement I was referring to. FUCK. fuck, I can confidently say I dont need this course or it's stupid fucking certificate to say that I am an "artist", I know what I fucking am, I don't need people to pester me about what is art and what it isnt, I dont need people telling me what the fuckig hell I draw, and most of all I don't need a bloody certificate in Fine Arts to tell me. I hope the people who got into the course sees this message. The 80 of you who has a small chance of making it as an "artist", because only 1 out of a hundred......hmmm 1% makes it. I'm only 17 and I swear, I went furthur than most kids/adults who thinks they can draw. That's it, I said it.

God, I'm a bitch when I'm pissed off.