Rolling me with care into your cigarettes.

Shie
By: Alisa.L
Cause the God I believed in worked on the campaign trail

I'm not really in to polictics, the other day I was sent a registration form for voting. I wasn't too happy about it. The other day Obama was elected the president of the United States Of America....I don't know why, but I kind of wanted McCain to win. Democracy VS Republician. I think the only reason I wanted McCain to win, because too many people wanted Obama. Why do I always head for the opposite direction?
Obama has good ideas, but are they realistic? I guess we'll just have to see as the time passes. I feel bad for McCain though.

Melbourne soon. I have to go order my corsages for the formal. After being asked 3 times and kept on saying no, I was convinced I needed one because "it's my formal and I should go all out".

I can't wait to go buy som new make-up. MAC is the cheapest out of all the big name brands that are out there. I love it. I'm an addict. I should really start applying for some scholarship of university next year....hmm, I don't think I will get one. My cousin applied for a scholarship everywhere and she ended up getting a full scholarship at ANU in Canberra, I was so proud of her, she worked so hard. It's my turn now, and I'm proud and thankful of whatever results I get.



Lately there has been some distance amongst us.


I miss my bestfriend so much. Life is so different without her. I can feel the empty space in stomach. No one will ever have the ability to fill it, unless it's her. I want highschool to be over so bad. I want next year, so I can start a new life. I hate this feeling. I miss my dad and I miss Sabb. I need something. I don't know. I feel so lost. I don't know what I am anymore. I don't want to talk. I don't want to do anything anymore. I'm over it. I'm sick and tired. I've been feeling like this for 6 years and I don't know how to live 'proper' life.