creep.

You know the feeling you get when you miss someone, but you dont know who? That homesick feeling you get after you go to a concert...after a long day...after a sad day..and sometimes that feeling comes when you're not looking forward to an event or when something doesnt go right. Sometimes it just hits you..thats the worse of all. I'm guessing only some of us only get that because we feel so alone. Is there some other word to describe it? Is it some sort of condition? Maybe we feel so homesick, because when everything goes wrong and all we want to do is go home...go and hide under our blankets..comfy bed..we can smoke all we want..and what ever we want..or sit on our lovely couch with a cup of coffee watching crap on T.V. Home is where we feel safe..where we can be ourselves, it is where you can spend all day half naked doing jack shit and theres no one there to judge you...it is also a place where you run and hide...

It's a horrible feeling.