The more you suffer, it shows the more you care.

I'm feeling motivated with my current university studies. Three exams and four assignments. I will be okay. It will all be worth it in the end. And when it all finishes I will be the happiest girl. No matter what happens, all I need is my mind and incentive. Three more semesters to go!

Sorry for the lack of uninteresting and bland updates, a lot has been on my mind and in my dreams. My nightmares and realities. I've also been busy with the amount of work load. In this economic downfall, nothing should be taken lightly.

Youth today, I believe possess a power of freedom. We can do anything. As the Gen Y are getting old and the Gen X are getting older, the world keeps changing. Sure we can keep watching Youtube videos, read online news and blogs about our corrupted world and people today, and have intelligent and intellectual conversations about it. But why not do something about it? Small things I mean. I try to sometimes, but all I can do at the moment is live the way those people who are ruining the world aren't.

This week I've ordered a classic faux fur stole cape. Can't wait until it comes. Why did I have to order it during spring....hot hot hot.

I can't wait to move out. I will have the motivation to decorate everything and learn to finally cook properly! My apartment would be so clean and full of my drawings in frames. I want everything black and vintage. Dark timber floors and white walls. It's my dream and more. My peace and mind.