And in my dream, I saw you, your eyes will never die. In my dreams it will never die.

Do you remember her? Do you remember the way she'd made you feel? Do you remember the way she'd made you cry? The way she'd kissed. The way she tore you open, cut your organs into small pieces and place them on the walls like plastic stars? The way she said she will never leave you. The way she said she will forever haunt your nightmares and fears? I do.


I always imagine myself to be more of a person I am not. A different person, with more egos. Someone who screams, yells, and fight. Some who takes things to the heart. I'm pretty glad I am not like that in real life. Fighting, and pulling other people's hair is class-less, trashy and for those who are uneducated. I wasn't raise to cause havoc. I was raised with manners and class. I take things lightly. I love sarcasm and jokes. I am the biggest loser/ dork you will ever meet. I'm not someone who talks inappropriately about people who I haven't met. I don't plan on throwing my drink on someone's dress, it's disgusting and ill-mannered. I am better than that. I don't believe 'trashy' is attractive. Not one bit. I'm lucky enough to be surrounded by educated and open-minded people to figure out what is right and wrong. Also the only time I would ever 'fight' with someone is for the purpose of self-defence.


Last night I started on a new project, I haven't done one in a long time and it's nice to get back into drawing (slowly). Last year I worked on a project called 'The Bearded People Collection', in comparison to this one I have no idea where it is heading.We will just have to see! This also means more updates on drawings, and flickr.

Lately I've been watching a lot of Jersey Shore (I know..I know) it makes me want to go out, bring girls back and go in a hot tub. I'm not really into girls, and I don't own a hot tub. Nice little funny thought, my brain is still laughing. Seriously haha.

I've been enjoying my uni holidays. A lot of relaxing, phone calls, eating, sleeping, and hanging out with good people. I love every moment of it. I can already see next semester becoming Hell on Earth. Rad. I'm a tad bit excited for my internship though.

My sister is leaving for Japan in a couple weeks, while I'm stuck on the Gold Coast. A majority of my family members are going to Thailand and Vietnam, Christmas is going to be interesting.

Tomorrow my sister and I are taking Pyqals to the vet, he has grown so much. He's such a naughty little boy. The other way I caught him drinking out of my glass, and while I was sleeping he latched on to my back and clawed. He's also scratched my face, and it bled. Good times, and he's not even my cat.

*Just a reminder, I know I write a lot of words that sometimes do not make sense, I ramble and don't really do a spell check. If you are offended by anything I write on this blog, please don't read it, and move on with your life.

Happy Hunting.

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