Phantom.

I'm a girl that likes spirits, wine and champagne. I'm not cool enough for beer. I like flavour. I like drinking in the late afternoon and night. I like black, even though I know my skin looks nice in colour. I like designers. I don't do illegal drugs. I don't flirt with other people's boyfriend. I don't know. Maybe I'm not one of them.


A couple days ago I ordered a pair of boots by Maurie and Eve, they are officially my new favourite designers. Two of my packages arrived from American Apparel, I'm still waiting for two more. I'm also going to purchase some new clothing item from a designer in New York. I love her work. A Christmas present maybe?

Today I've applied for some more jobs, I don't mind having or not having a job. I'm pretty content with my financial situation. This month I've spent well over a grand. I regret nothing. I have the biggest craving for a glass of black russian and Marlboro Gold cigarette. I haven't smoke in so long. It's an expensive habit.

Lately I feel like my mind is stuck. I feel so lost without university. I guess everything needs a balance. I'm in search for a muse. I wish there was a place where you can hire one. All my problem would be solve. I keep drawing the same thing over and over. It's not affecting me in anyway, because I know I will get my muse back. I always do.

Yesterday I started getting rid of my old clothes, I've never realised how hard it was. So much memories, it's devastating. I still need to get rid of heaps. My closet is overloading. 

Waffles tomorrow. Hair appointment next week. A formal to attend. Packages arriving. Life is good.

*All images courtesy of weheartit. You can tell when I post my own photos.