This has been the longest forty-eight hour of my life. My chest is tight and my eyes a swollen, and I am lost in my own sanity. I think I am happy this way. No one will ever bring me harm. I am safe.

Nobody should ever be used to another human being yelling at them. Nobody. Yelling is a form of abuse, it fucks with your self-esteem and your soul. It forms a parasite in your mind and your body is the host. You will never grow up to be an average. You are eaten away by fear and anger. You are small and you are nothing. And no matter how much I believe it would all fade away, it always find away back to my frail fucked up mind.

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