I would rather fix the problem, than dwell on it before further damage is done. I don't like to complain, but I can't say I don't. If you go out there and do something about a problem, then there wouldn't be one. We can only do so much. Don't try to help someone who steps over you, who makes you feel like dirt on the ground when you suggest something or who will take it as an insult. We are who we are, our relationship with others is constantly growing. Don't let yourself get hurt over some malignant investment.

Over the past week my stole cape came in the mail, finally ordered my DSLR and a SD memory card. I can't wait until the rest of my package come. Ebay is so addictive...

When everything falls, all the damages will eventually work its way out. Time is our killer. All we can do is try to calm ourselves down and be optimistic. Unless the situation is on constant repeat and you can feel yourself knowing every action.

I remembered back in high school I made myself a promise. From hearing about all the wrong experiences from my friends. I promise myself that I will not let any of it happen to me. But I can't plan my future. Nothing ever works out the way we want. I remembered promising myself that no matter what happens I will be able to take care of myself, I have never rely on anyone. I don't plan on it. Reliance to me, is weakness. They will most likely fuck you over. You just have to know what you want, you can rely on someone to help you yes, but only a small amount. That's the way I roll. Independent since 13. Independence is a huge thing for a girl. Men should never doubt it or put it at risk. It is easily taken away.

I have two more assignments and three exams and I will be finish for the year. Media Law you will be the death of me... I've been trying to cut down on make-up. I haven't purchase any in a while. I'm proud of myself. I'm going to get in a habit of ordering make-up online. It's so much cheaper. Very happy about the AUD and US currency ($1.00= $1.0004?)

This girl is beautiful. I love girls who let their freckles show through...

* I write a lot of crap. They are just things that are on my mind, please don't be offended by my thoughts. They are not intended to harm or offend.

I awoke from a nightmare which is my reality at 5am today. It is now 20 past 6 am.

I believe if you truly love someone, you would give up anything for them. Who cares what others think, because at the end of the day, you will only have each other, and if you're lucky, you'll get to spend years together. Making each other happy and making each other cry. The other person who is willing to love you back will never ask for much, and when they do, you must listen because it's something worth giving time for. They will never ask you for anything because they are happy with the person that you are, and if they do it will come from the heart. They are one of the fews people in the world who will never judge you. If your actions hurt them, you have to stop, because you cant stand the fact that you have actually hurt this person. You can't be selfish and conceited.They only want the best for you and they will never stop caring. You can't go your whole life lying to them just to keep them there. If you do, I feel sorry for you. If you can't see why they're sad, I feel sorry for you, and if you're not willing to stop hurting them by your actions, then you don't deserve them and I will not feel sorry for you. It will only end up hurting both and leave you with nothing. And in the end, you telling someone you love them isn't the truth, and it will never be worth it. You will not be someone who is worth the heart. Life is short and you will be a big waste of them. Finding someone who you truly love is one of the virtues of life. One of the many keys to eternal happiness. Don't fuck up.

*Keeping in mind that everything works both ways, therefore the other person will will give up anything for you, if their action is hurtful to you. It's only fair.